You know, my emotions have been so very up and down lately. It�s upsetting that that�s happening! For example, yesterday I ran for about forever. It was wonderful. I felt great. I felt strong and happy. Half an hour later, I figured I was quite possible the least useful human in existence. I wish I could just mellow out! I know, it has a lot to do with my job. But I hate it all the same. In a week I should know if I�m employed full-time or not at all.
